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How my cancer changed my view of leadership

At 30, Michael Rennie was diagnosed with advanced Hodgkinโ€™s lymphoma. One day, Rennie was on the brink of becoming a partner at consulting firm, McKinsey, where he had worked for five years. The next, he was told he had 12 months to live. That was 25 years ago. It was a moment that forever redefined […]
Kath Walters

feature-mangement-lesson-200At 30, Michael Rennie was diagnosed with advanced Hodgkinโ€™s lymphoma.

One day, Rennie was on the brink of becoming a partner at consulting firm, McKinsey, where he had worked for five years. The next, he was told he had 12 months to live.

That was 25 years ago. It was a moment that forever redefined Rennieโ€™s approach to life, work and leadership. Rennie is explaining how he helps companies create high performance cultures in his work as the managing partner of McKinsey and Company, Australia & New Zealand, and global leader of McKinsey’s organisational behaviour practice.

His approach was born from his experience as a cancer survivor. โ€œThe cancer was pretty advanced,โ€ Rennie tells LeadingCompany. โ€œI had a nine-pound [four kilo] tumour, and 20 tumours around my body.โ€

Hodgkinโ€™s lymphoma is one of the most curable of cancers, but Rennieโ€™s doctors were not optimistic.

As he started medical treatments for his cancer, Rennie also looked around for help with the emotional distress of his position. โ€œI went to visit [cancer survivor] Ian Gawler and did a program, a week-long retreat that was really about the mind and body aspects of disease; inner psychology, about taking charge of your own health. And, if you were going to die, learning to live to the fullest for the remaining years. I applied a number of techniques โ€“ visualisation, mediation, diet โ€“ and I had a profound healing. In three months, I was totally healed.โ€

Rennie resumed his career in McKinsey a changed man. โ€œI realised your mind can affect your body,โ€ he says. Among his meditations, Rennie visualised increasing his white blood cell count โ€“ which is decimated along with cancer cells by cancer treatments, leaving patients vulnerable to infection. He found his white blood cell count went above the average for a normal person, even after chemotherapy.

โ€œThere is now a lot of research saying your mind affects your body โ€“ the placebo affect being an obvious one,โ€ he says. โ€œMy own feeling is that it was a combination of that and the chemo. Do both, and it does make a difference. It did for me.โ€

Theory and practice

Having seen the idea work in practice, Rennie set out on a journey to understand the theory, and to integrate his deeply personal approach to organisational performance with traditional approaches and measurements of change.

โ€œOrganisations donโ€™t change; people do,โ€ he says. โ€œBut what gets someone to shift? I suddenly started to realise the limits of the external model: changing incentives, telling a compelling story and hoping for change. I was looking into the whole world of psychology and self-awareness and our impact on others. I started to realise the issue is to make it personal.โ€

Rennie starts by taking leaders into some familiar territory: โ€œI ask people, โ€˜how much time do you spend dealing with other peopleโ€™s egos?โ€™ and they will say 20% to 30%. We have research about how people do this โ€“ positioning things, managing territory, making it feel like it is someone elseโ€™s idea โ€“ all this is ego management.โ€

And then he introduces something unfamiliar. โ€œSo then we ask, โ€˜How much time do people spend managing your ego?โ€™ and you get a blank. โ€˜I am not a problem!โ€™ But we are all part of the problem. If you are going to shift, ego is the largest cost. They have to realise they are part of the problem.โ€

Rennie tries to bring together the two worlds, working on both the external incentives and creating self-awareness and a desire to change for individual reasons.

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